So instead, i searched for something i was sure would be in my prayers : the names of God. First page i clicked on, had a bunch of names, many of which i'd never heard before. The first one i didnt recognize, Kadesh/kadosh, means the holy one, or the Lord who sanctifies, was a word that had been repeated in my prayers. How radical is that!
The second beautiful thing God did was while I was lingering between the morning and noon prayer meetings. I was going for a walk, but i decided to drive up to a place i could overlook the whole valley from. I asked God what I should pray for, but the only thing that came into my mind was, this hill is covered with trash, go pick it up. So, reluctantly, I picked up all the nasty garbage on the hillside (every nasty thing you could think of was down there). After i had finished, i looked out, and the view was almost unadulterated beauty. Then, when i was putting the trash bags in my car to take away, I thanked God for the work he has been doing in my life, removing the garbage from my heart, making it beautiful again. Then God showed me, I could have done like any other person and just passed on, leaving the place to decay and become uglier. Thats not what happened though, I cleaned up the mess, making it beautiful again for all to see. God does the same work in my life. Its not the most pleasant task for God, but the fact is he could have passed me by to rot in filth. But instead he saw in me a beautiful thing, and cleaned up my life. Praise God! Object lessons for the win :P
Later today, an enormous temptation came upon me. My flesh desired strongly to give into the temptation, which it has on so many occasions before. I prayed to God to strengthen me. God didn't give me instant strength though, he allowed the temptation to continue, and allow my full weakness to show. Then he gave me a choice: Become weaker, or choose to accept the Strength of God, and bring me into more of his power. Gladly to say, I made the right choice. And God has made me stronger for it. Praise God!
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